During this week's reading and lecture I was intrigued by the paradox: human/divine.
As with all paradox, it seems that the understanding is that we are both, and the more gracefully and skillfully that we learn to recognize both and apply both in our lives, the happier and more rich our lives will be.
History shows us such things as the Holocaust, the two world wars, the A-bomb, the Inquisition, the burning of tens of thousands of people at the stake, and the decimation of the Native North American population by warfare and disease. Most people would look to all of this and see nothing of the divine in it. I wonder, however, if the capacity to do such harm and destruction is actual the use of a divine power that has been channeled in a negative way. If there is the propensity for such darkness in the human race, then it's opposite (light and goodness) must surely be there as well to enable this darkness to even exist. In other words, there must be tremendous goodness in us all if we can create such destruction. That balance must exist. I see these events as a misuse of our own divine power, and in this sense an ignorance of our own divinity, thus our humanness. It is similar to using one of the twelve powers. We can either use them in a destructive, ego-based, human way, or in a divine way that produces expansion and more life. It is the same power, but the manner in which it is used is entirely different.
I think their is also an argument that so much of life is mundane and that the mundane is not divine, therefore life and human beings, who spend so much of their time eating, going to the bathroom, sitting in traffic, and sleeping, are also not divine. To balance this view there must be an awareness in us that the divine is also present within the mundane. When that awareness dawns on us, we can see the divine at Taco Bell, or in the shopping mall. A smile, or a simple gesture can be divine, if one is at the same moment aware and deeply open to the divinity within themselves. When we open to this truth, divine energy will be transmitting through that smile!
I have practiced bringing the Presence of Spirit into my daily life so as to see the Divine Presence in all of these things for the last twelve years. It is an extraordinary experience to be fully present to the physical experience of eating a hamburger, or walking through a shopping wall, while at the same time seeing divine light within and around the hamburger and knowing that God is eating God. Likewise, it is an incredible experience to walk across a college campus with one's heart so open that one connects with the hearts of all the individuals around them, sending out an energy like a tractor beam that creates a palpable physical sensation in one's heart as it connects with others. These are ordinary, mundane life experiences that (due to the acceptance that we are both human and divine at the same time) have been allowed to merge with divine ones. The two are existing simultaneously and have unified. What an incredible way to live!
In this manner we are immersed in the world, in the college campus, at the hamburger joint, or around the dinner table, and at the same time immersed in the Divine.
Certainly human being have used divine energy in destructive ways (we do it frequently). However, I feel that the divine is always present in every atom of our bodies and every particle of creation. It simply takes an opening of our hearts, an opening of our consciousness, and a willingness, a courageousness, and a calmness of mind to observe it and bring it into our daily lives. We are always human and always divine. We clearly do human things, and in moments of deep meditation, or in moments of incredible expressions of art, intelligence and energetic expression, we clearly express the divine.
I think the key is merging the two, balancing the two, and then bringing them both into each moment.
Balancing the Human and Divine- my perfectionistic self cringes at the false dichotomy, because I so often want to deny my Human, flawed self (which of course then reasserts itself with a vengeance in terms of addictions, power, control, etc). I guess at least the first step is to admit that we are Human, that we are Divine. Surrendering to one's Humanness and one's Divinity begins to allow for the exploration of both those realms, with all their smelly realities. I like the idea of the mis-use of Divine power, but that ultimately becomes a political question doesn't it? Was Hitler an example of the Divine Power of Order run amok or an appropriate application of its use? :) Thanks Jeffrey!
ReplyDeleteI believe Hitler was, yes, an example of "the Divine Power of Order run amok" as you so beautifully said it.
DeleteIn response to Anthony I would like to say that I believe that when we embrace both our humanness and our diviness then we are whole. Or, we are whole(it's a given) and maybe we have moments of being aware of that wholeness.
DeleteI enjoyed your comments on Balance and I yet I continue to get triggered by what I now interpret as a leaning towards Light Polarization in Unity. Do we have to find a way to make everything in life "good" and perhaps coming from the divine? I used to be that way and now I am not. I have integrated the light and dark. I believe that is an important step in my own spiritual maturation. It took a Dark Night of the Soul experience to make that happen for me.
ReplyDeleteKeep in mind, I 've been in Unity for 22 years, was tithing quite a lot of money to my church, dedicated many hours to volunteer service and was on my way to ministerial school...when the unthinkable happened.
My husband and I experienced incredible losses in the real estate market crash of 2008. This was not just a quick loss like in an accident, but a two year destruction of almost everything we had spent our lives building together. Not only did our business and wealth go, but so did our church, our beliefs, our friends,our new home, our retirement plan and even that positive & successful version of marriage. After so much loss, we are both much more grounded today and working on creating something new, but we just can't go back to that "everything is good" mentality. Almost everyone that I know that has left Unity is now doing some version of shadow work....integrating the dark and accepting it as part of the journey. What would a Unity look like today, that could just accept the dark times, instead of trying to find a way to make them look good? If we accept the dark in the world, then don't all of us have to accept the dark within ourselves as well? I don't think most people really want to do that kind of work. They'd just rather focus on the light. I did a lot of that...until I had to do something else. And about the "It's all good" comment that I hear so often in Unity...I really hope people can look into their hearts and find out if that is appropriate language. Sometimes it is not.
Thanks Shawn. I am pretty much in fully agreement with everything you said. The study our our dark side is huge. I've spent about 10 years in a dark night of the soul and am just now emerging out of it. I have deeply seen the darkness in myself and humanity. At the relative level, it is very real and needs to be recognized with deep listening, understanding and profound compassion. I continue to learn more. The more I learn about the light, the more I also encompass the dark, even if it is not actively expressed through words. I believe this is because as we expand our consciousness, we become one with all of it. If we can balance the two, we can learn to see, have compassion for, and eventually transmute the darkness. The more light we have, the more darkness we can transmute. The great mystery to me is that we the darkness and light are combined, the experience is pure love. This is my understanding of Unity's theology of "Absolute Good." I almost decided not to embark on the path of becoming a Unity Minister because of what you said in your response. I think your points are very valid and important for us as a movement to address and understand and finally teach at a much deeper level that includes the reality of the dark experience of humanity. It took me ten years, but I am able to experience the dark, hold it with the light, recognize the validity if both, bring the two together as one, and experience wholeness in the form of deep love. This level is difficult to articulate, but fully embraces both. Thank you very much for your comments.
DeleteBlessings,
Jeffrey
P.S. The Hindu aspects of God represented as the dark Kali and Shiva helped me to accept and transmute my own darkness. Peace and Love
Jeffrey,
ReplyDeleteIt is so refreshing to see such balance in one so young. I truly believe this quality does not exist in most Unity ministers today. You will most certainly be paving the way to something new in Unity with this kind of thinking. Please hold true to what you know....and don't let anyone "teach" you otherwise. There is great maturity in your wisdom. I hope you will continue to find a way to share that balance of light and dark with others.
Many Blessings,
Shawn